Macoy Acangan

Words and Poetry. Sometimes Coffee, whisky or greentea. Romantic, sort of.

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

#Apprise me how I ended up drinking this morning coffee alone?
How just a few morning dew ago I remembered you asking if the bitterness was tolerable.
Never realized it wasn't the coffee.
You could've said how our love to you tasted bland, we could have ended it gently.
#vss365

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

Like a prostitute who can't choose his lover, I woke up with dried tears from a dream that I have no recollection but certain of it being another #fling with sadness and sorrow. A non-consensual threesome I don't enjoy, but fuck me real good I feel it to my bones.

#vss365 #words

[Minds That Build @Mindsthatbuild]

Know your worth...

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

As I breathe my last air I pray you find the space you long. In the absence of my presence may you find the peace you deserve. I will drink my final bitter pill hoping we don't cross path in the next lifetime, that I live longer nexttime.

#vss365 #mentalhealth #suicide

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

I am lost. Far within the forrest of my darkest emotions. Nothing but myself and the #Amarok's howl waiting to devour my fragile soul. Gloomy wind wrapping my body as I walk the frail path with nothing to see but my fears. Save me. Save me here.
#vss365 #mentalhealth #Depression

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

Die.
Slowly while people celebrates you.
Lie.
Because they would never understand.
Cry.
Your best #undercover is your smile.

#vss365 #poetry #Anxiety #depression #poetrycommunity #WritingCommunity

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

#vss365 Yesterday I walked feeling like I have my dreams casted perfectly like the statue of liberty reflecting the waters with no worry of being shattered. Today, I #move like a stray cat longing for a place to stay, craving for the love I once used to have. I'm alone.

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

He kept visiting a place within his soul where flowers bloom without external intervention and air is as fresh as a virgin 5am summer breeze. An #exurd where he is more vulnerable than strong. A corner discovered and explored by no one but him.
#vss365 #poetry
#WritingCommunity

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

@Demonwings17 Sending virtual hugs!

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

Its not the moon's fault that I am lost tonight, nor the stars. They shined the brightest they could to give light to my path but the cold chilly breeze #paddle within my soul asking me if I'm in the right path. Now Im lost, possible gone.

#vss365 #WritingCommunity #poetry

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

I thought love sing only songs of trust, excitement and happiness. I never expected it to #duet with fear, worry and hurt. It carried a hymn that made my heart both shiver and hope.

#vss365 #vsspoem #WritingCommunity

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

He looked at the starless nightsky with his shattered soul asking the gloomy moon if he'll ever get a #Reward for all the pain he took for loving unconditionally.

Cold breeze wrapped his body but heard no response. And he felt to his bone that he will never hear any.

#vss365

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

Right at this very moment, I am both alone and sad. I feel that my heart is as heavy as the nightsky in front of me. Deprived of stars, occupied by nothingness. I wish my tears won't flow. Not in a sea of people who won't understand.

[Poem Heaven @PoemHeaven]

i save me. i heal me. i got me. i have me.

[Macoy Acangan @macsilog]

A cup of coffee and a pack of cigarette. I've never felt more free.

[Poem Heaven @PoemHeaven]

it’s okay..