blisaria unburied

Eccentric, honest, sarcastic. Dark, twisted, silly, logical, skeptic, believer. Changing. Oversharer. INTx, q-bpd, ptsd, schizoaffective bipolar.

[Lauren Kennedy West @LWSchizophrenia]

A Portrait of Schizophrenia https://t.co/QG7Nf8ztG7 via @YouTube

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

I think my #Alexa just told me to "Have a happy Benzo."That doesn't sound right... #Misheard OR is my anxiety level so high right now that even Alexa noticed?

[𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒂🌙 @BpdNymph]

Friendly reminder that you can be strong in many different ways. Just because someone’s strength looks different from yours, it doesn’t mean they’re stronger than you and/or that you’re weak. You’re strong in your own way.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

@Pork_Chop_Hair Relatable.

[Antonia @Flaminhaystack]

I asked why the teacher didn't step in

My son replied the teacher does ask & the boy shakes his head

Jamie said, " But I know he's scared to make a fuss 'cause when I quietly ask him, he nods yes."

Sometimes you have to look carefully to see what people are really telling you

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

@ChadLindberg Good morning

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

@ShootyDoody @topaz_kell It depends on the dog and the child

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

You ever start to see your own actions and personalities as others might and think "F*ckin-A-through-Z! ( that's right. All of the letters! Not just "a") People weren't kidding when they said I'm frickin insane! LOL" No? Just me? Ah well. So be it. 🤪

[Harry Petsanis @harrypetsanis]

"Confidence does not come from the words or assurances of others, it comes from your belief in yourself. The more we seek approval, validation, and confirmation from other people the more we lose contact with our belief and faith in who we are." #FridayMotivation #FridayThoughts

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

In restaurant:
Kid at other table: *random scream*
Mom to child: "Don't sceeam. Do you hear anyone else screaming?"
Me to me, at my own table: "Don't scream. Don't scream. Do not scream and encourage that toddler, even though you can relate..."

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Day two on new medication. Hoping this one works much better than the last prescription.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Ever have one of those days that everything seems off? Even your hair? Let's just say it's probably a good thing that I do not have the means to shave my head or run away & become someone else today.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Meetings today. Hopefully I will stay present and contained. 💊 Just on case though, who got bail $$ for me? 😆
Just kidding. Sort of.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Since I'm at a meeting it would be inappropriate for me to scream. Anyone out there willing to holler in frustration for me? Please and thank you.
#fakingfunctional

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Fuuuuuuuuu...
#Thursday #tryingtokeepittogether #fakingfunctional

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Does anyone else have trouble staying awake when you're at a place you really don't want to be? For example, an office that you do not want to be at and drains your will, that you already barely have, to exist? Or is that just me?

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

How did it become the last half of October already?!

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

I'm so sleepy.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Sometimes you just gotta scream.

[blisaria unburied @madblisaria]

How I'm coping today?
When I catch myself in my head repeating "I can't do this" I change it to say "Just a little longer. Hold on. You can do it." And I try to take it a moment at a time.