Adulting is overwhelming. Going to work every day. Trying to pay bills while trying to clear debts. While trying to save. While trying to heal. While trying to stay positive. While dodging obstacles life keeps throwing. While forcing a smile even when it feels impossible.
I be having a ball with my friends, having a ball with my man, having a ball at work, having a ball in the gym, having a ball at home…life is just one big ball. I love balls!!😭
wish i was joking or being dramatic but genuinely the death of liam payne has me so distraught. mourning the liam that was on all the posters covering my walls, the liam who was “afraid of spoons,” the liam in the one thing music video. bad day for directioners. 💔
Rest in peace Liam Payne. You will be forever loved, always missed and never forgotten. Sending so much love to those who loved you, your family, your friends, your One Direction brothers and the Directioners, and so much love to your son Bear.
#LiamPayne
quick psa you can still be sad and mourn someone who was a big part of your life and hold them accountable for their actions at the same time
it’s okay to feel both and it’s okay to feel conflicted. your feelings are valid
Guys I literally thought I was gonna be like 70 when one of the 1d boys were gonna pass away like i literally cannot comprehend this information ????????? Like my brain isn’t accepting this idk what?
god what an unfathomably tragic thing. i hate an unwelcome reminder that this is all temporary. no moment after the one you have right now is promised. being human can be really heartbreaking.
it is just so strange to go from adoring a musician for years during the peak of your adolescence, have to then come to terms with the fact he is abusive and cruel in reality, and then have to learn of his gruesome death and try to fit that all into a neat statement