I hate myself i have no idea whats my real personality like IM an empty shell who copies other peoples personalities. I hate being around people but without someone giving me a personality i feel numb and i can’t even remember anything from my childhood fuck
I just want to disappear. I don’t want people to see me i don’t want them to talk to me. Even my friends (?) feel like too much. I want to delete snap again. I don’t want them to text me. Every time i get a snap, i get anxious and angry for no reason. I don’t even try to answer
@sage00193712 Yeah my ex ”bestfriend” told my school and some other people ab my acc some time ago and that’s why i was gone for like 4months. I got in trouble and the social workers came to my house lol. Thank god i wasn’t sent back to psych ward. Im now back but im still Paranoid
im fasting atm. i mean ive drank 3 cups of coffee with an eeny teeny amount of milk. i usually drink black but for some reason the coffee my mom made tasted like legit sweat 💀