I woke up with so much anxiety today. I LOVE Christmas, it brings me so much joy. But this year I’m sad. I’m sad I never get to celebrate this holiday with my brother again. I’m sad that I am sad. I’m sad. just sad.
@plantthee By not getting the shot. But last i checked all the shot does is protect you from getting sick with COVID. I think you can still carry COVID after the vaccination? Just not get as sick? It’s a trial run and studies are being done. I don’t want to be a study.
Because i chose not to get vaccinated, my employer stated they will not offer me COVID sick leave since i didn’t get vaccinated. Fine, I don’t expect money handed to me for free. But don’t Hold it from me because I chose what I think is best for myself and you disagree.
@plantthee They sent out an email in Jan. Saying they no longer would be paying for leave but then said today they were still offering it and then asked if i signed up to get vaccinated and once the no word came out they said we won’t be giving to you because you chose to risk getting COVID
Yesterday my mom and i bought cute little signs to put up at my brothers grave. She asked me to take her to visit his grave, she hasn’t been since the year he passed away. I’m so excited to take her and help her continue to grieve how she needs to, at her own pace. ♥️
My mom ordered a margarita at dinner and my dad says “that’s going to be you tomorrow, but only if your mom says it’s ok” guess i don’t have to be sneaky getting my first legal drink after all 🤷♀️😆
I asked my mom to come wedding dress shopping with me twice now. The first time she didn’t want to go because she was mad at my fiancé. The second time, because I invited two of my friends. I found my dress and she wasn’t there with me and that hurts my heart.
Last year I felt the pressure to be excited for Christmas. This year I’m allowing my heart to feel heavy. So if you’re heart is heavy, know it’s okay to not feel okay...even during the holidays.
When i grow up, i hope I make enough money so i can buy a finished bridle horse for my kids and another one for me and go to horse shows every weekend.