mads

it’s mike smith, bitch • official @surfwaxband manager • she/they

[mads @madisaaaaan]

hey @SpiritAirlines i totally get weather delays but could you maybe send that plan you rerouted to st. louis back to kansas city later this morning so we can make it to california?? no way you’re getting an 85% full flight onto another booked flight for 9:47pm tonight

[mads @madisaaaaan]

signed into tumblr for the first time in forever and found a message i sent someone that detailed some almost 10 year old trauma that i had entirely blacked out and my brain has been reeling ever since 🙃

[mads @madisaaaaan]

their immediate reaction was “what do you know about rolla?? lmaooo

[mads @madisaaaaan]

tonight i made a new friend who recognized and acknowledged the vault-tec, meow wolf, AND kmnr stickers on my car!!

[mads @madisaaaaan]

let’s see how long our 100 year old house has heat, power, and/or water

[mads @madisaaaaan]

well i guess i’m about to experience my first ever blizzard

[Scott Barber @thescottbarber]

Okay this is just Nazi propaganda

[mads @madisaaaaan]

welp. guess the googling wasn’t too far off. referrals to endocrinology and gynecology for two potentially cancerous/cancer causing issues. fml.

[mads @madisaaaaan]

0/10 do not recommend opening blood test results in mychart before talking to your doctor (pretty sure i have cancer) (but i’m probably just fucking dehydrated)

[mads @madisaaaaan]

oh also they had to take my blood pressure twice because i was so anxious that it was 141/98 😅

[mads @madisaaaaan]

hope she’s proud of me

[Analisa Packham @analisapackham]

if your bathroom look like this you don't need to worry about the capital gains tax

[ronald ☃️ @seismically]

you think u know someone then BOOM closet republican lmfaooo

[mads @madisaaaaan]

@TheDocCompton @tiktok_us when the live cut out it told me you blocked me and my heart broke for a second 😅

[mads @madisaaaaan]

and then i spent a year working with fucking snakes at target. the last year i’ve worked in an office with 2 coworkers and our boss. i became pretty close with one of the coworkers but now that we’ve gone remote we never get to talk.

[mads @madisaaaaan]

nothing like coming to the realization that you’re entirely isolated and genuinely have no relationships with anyone but your partner because you’re incredibly mentally ill and now work from home and have no network or support system.

[mads @madisaaaaan]

and then they subsequently screwed over surf wax and haven’t spoken to us in over a year. i didn’t get to make friends at starbucks because of my management position and the fact that i wasn’t able to foster peer relationships due to covid and intentional isolation from my leader

[mads @madisaaaaan]

so our housewarming party will basically just be a handful of cooper’s friends and coworkers and i guess i’ll just get really fucked up so maybe i can be tolerable, idk

[mads @madisaaaaan]

and on top of allllllll of that, my anxiety has made it almost impossible to maintain regular communication with anyone i don’t see at least a few times a week. so i talk to coop. that’s it.