one day you’ll look back and wonder why you ever fought to keep people who were okay with watching you hurt. and that day, you’ll smile, not because you’re healed, but because you finally stopped watering dead things.
Most people know exactly how they make you feel. They just don’t care enough to change it so stop trying to over explain, or patiently wait for this moment of emotional maturity and revelation to happen. They already are aware, they already understand, your emotions simply aren’t a priority to them.