People think depression means you sad all the time Lol. Depression for me is being stucked in the twilight zone. I can't think, I don't respond to things, nothing interest me, I just feel empty. Not sad just blank. I have a lot of days like this and they be hard fr.
this chapter of my life is called “why do i insist on over communicating & trying to find a deeper reason for their behavior so i can understand them more when i should just focus on the fact that their behavior is not aligning with what i need right now so i can move along”.
My lil sis just turned 21. We were having a convo & I said something along the lines of “they’re better than that” & she said, “no, ppl are what they show u. That’s your optimism.” I’m stunned because my optimism is a “positive” quality. But maybe it creates delusions too.