Menahan lisan untuk membenarkan cerita manusia memang susah. Untung Tuhan berikan aku kesabaran. Yang membuatku terbiasa menjadi penjahat pada setiap cerita mereka. Namun aku yakin, benar dihadapan Tuhan lebih penting daripada dihadapan ribuan ciptaannya yang tidak sempurna.
Fuck, its painfull to know how hard it is to keep missing u when i know those alive dont want me, dad. Happy failed birthday from me who miss your protection to those hurt me!
Seeing the fact that my friend screaming that she doesnβt have the keluarga cemara like everybody else. When her bro texting how proud he was, buying things she wanted, celebrate the goddamn birthday of each fam member, being her 911. And iβm standing in the silence of jealousy