maddy

she/her - edtwt - 21

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Re-doing my intro bc I haven’t been active in months🤍

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★ 21
★ she / her
★ trying to be more active
★ diagnosed ana, bpd & more
★ not new to shedtwt
★ wanna find new friends <3

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♡︎ / ⟳ to be moots

[maddy @madssedtwt]

@littlexhoneybee feel ya! I think I saved up for at least 3 months or so

[maddy @madssedtwt]

thankful for my old anxious self for buying a walking pad so I don’t have to go outside😇

[maddy @madssedtwt]

@Sadbubbles05 Heyy can I join? :))

[maddy @madssedtwt]

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┆✦ʚ cw: 61.6kg ɞ✦ ┆
⋆˚✿˖° steps: 11.306⋆˚✿˖°
⋆˚✿˖° intake: ~800c⋆˚✿˖°

[maddy @madssedtwt]

looking at my old skinny body like it’s my dead wife bffr

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Back from a 3 months hospitalization ( force fed ) and 5 weeks of closed ward lol
I’m fat again and need to loose asap

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Feels good

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Unpinning at 40kg

[maddy @madssedtwt]

hehe I can finally unpin 🥳🥳

[maddy @madssedtwt]

unpinning at 45kg

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Lost 1.2kg in 5 days whoop (new lw at the hospital)

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Bro I’m gonna kms

[maddy @madssedtwt]

They can’t even draw blood correctly ffs
I’m probably just frustrated bc I’m not allowed to go outside at all and everyone is currently gone BROOOO IM BORED

[maddy @madssedtwt]

They just put a girl in my room who apparently struggles with food as well.. she doesn’t know that I’m anorexic and she keeps talking about how full she feels after one slice of bread or whatever
Just talked to the nurse I’m gonna kms

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Get me out of here

[maddy @madssedtwt]

graduated 🥳🥳

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Prom today, psych ward tomorrow

[maddy @madssedtwt]

tanning once again 😇

[maddy @madssedtwt]

my therapist just sent me back to the hospital yikes. Two more days of freedom… 48 hour fast? Might as well

[maddy @madssedtwt]

Another 400g down… 400g more till 45kg and I can finally unpin

[maddy @madssedtwt]

unpinning at 45kg