i used to send such long paragraphs explaining how i feel, but now i just don't say anything. i've learned that it doesn't matter what you say, if they don't care they just don't. and nothing you say will change that. keep your guard up, don't waste your time and energy
I really don’t like too private of a relationship. I find it strange to not love your partner out loud. No posts, no flirting in the comments, you don’t like or repost their stuff. Lil stuff like that. I just don’t like that
I'm kind of an absent friend like i will love you with my whole heart & go out of my way to give you any help you need but I tend to live in my own world and suck at keeping up communication and I'm really sorry to anyone who takes that personally.
i saw a video of taylor swift talking about how people who struggle with addiction or mental health are quite literally doing their best every day and how everyone else has no idea the effort they’ve put into simply existing and it just hit. there are no pats on the back for fighting your own brain everyday, just expectations to be better.
i immediately go silent when something upsets me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply withdraw and try to process my emotions in private. i prefer handling my problems on my own.