₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮

𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂 17

[mika 🪽˚ִִ𓈒꒱ edrtwt @parrfaits]

“but you don’t need to lose weight!” clearly you are not seeing what i am seeing and that’s okay

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

why do i keep gaining FMLLLLLL

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

im such a fat fucking chud

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

started school again today kms

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

i wish fml #thinspo

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

im not eating until my dad's girlfriend leaves bc i dont want to see her, but shes been here since 10am 😭

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

one of my closest friends reposted a video about not liking people with eds and ngl it made me sad to see

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

i will do anything to lose weight besides working out

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

my dad called me big for eating the cinnamon rolls i made 😂✌️someone end me

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

ughhh i wish someone would buy me a mp3 playerrrrrrr ughhhhhhhhh

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

lowkey ate sm last week cause i was sick but only went up 1lbs 😎

[໊ @meishato]

i hate birthdays because i always have this high expectation to feel the most loved that day but it turns out to be a reminder of how little i’m loved

[໊ @meishato]

not to be dramatic but sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere on this earth like maybe all there is for me is perpetual loneliness + constant desire to go back to a place that doesn’t exist anymore

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

i cant wait to move out so i can get skinny without anyone caring

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

how do i have 400 followers but get 0 likes on my posts. i hate this

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

omad starts tomorrow for real this time

[jinnie ♡ @jinnspo]

“oomf is annoying” “oomf isnt active” “oomf talks too much” oomf is fighting suicidal urges.

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

i hate how my 51 kg doesn't look at skinny as someone else's 51 kg

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

hoping to lose a concerning amount of weight this winter

[₊˚ෆ 𝓶𝓪𝓮 @maedew__]

is it horrible that i lowk want to kms bc my friends are doing better in life than me