she/them. 18+. MA and xiao, my beloveds. unhinged and nsfw. rt-heavy, probably spoiler-heavy too. MA 03252024. c6 xiao 02202024.
minors dni, actively blocking.
i already miss him and he's still in the country akjghakghakhgkah his flight leaves in 4.5 hours 😭
see you in 10 months, pa. RAAAAHHH I NEED TO STOP CRYING
i just wanna say... my dad is one of my favorite people in the world
even after being given a short notice that he leaves for work today, he made sure my brother gets to have an early celebration this morning by cooking food that my brother requested for his upcoming birthday
i have two streams today and im trying not to cry because im a bad bitch and also im strong
proceeds to tear up seeing our family dog tear up when dad held him before he left for the airport goddammit
i always end up crying when he's on his way to the airport because i know it pains him to see me crying when he leaves. he doesn't look back.
he never liked having people send him off, even when we were kids. he always traveled alone.
i have two streams today and im trying not to cry because im a bad bitch and also im strong
proceeds to tear up seeing our family dog tear up when dad held him before he left for the airport goddammit
im so tired of life but i have to constantly show up...
i can still fight, but i just want a space to breathe, i want my brain to stop being so loud, give me a chance to live my life to the fullest.
universe, please. i beg of you.
i know i can do more. i just want the time and opportunity to do it. i'm trying everyday and it's so hard not seeing the results i want.
please, please, please...i'm so tired.
im so tired of life but i have to constantly show up...
i can still fight, but i just want a space to breathe, i want my brain to stop being so loud, give me a chance to live my life to the fullest.
universe, please. i beg of you.