everytime i draw something related to myself (or anything related to venting) and it shows up as Mafuyu instead of oc persona, that means expressing my vulnerability and fragility..
( i still make mafuyu fanarts :3 )
#prsk#pjsk#mafuyuasahina#まふゆ
i cope with mafuyu. ik it probably sounds kind of weird but, everytime i see her or draw her, it just helps me calm down. especially when she's my HIGHEST kin out of all characters. i love her dude and i even see myself as her.
you can tell me how much you love me even a millionth times but don't expect me to trust you that easily that despite knowing eachother for a long time. just wanna let you know your “feelings” still feels foreign to me. everyone leaves me anyway. (targeted + vent)