lauren

blessings & lessons • 💙🐎04/02/2016

[lauren @maggie5253]

I fucked up and lost one of the most important people in my life. But why is it that my one mistake after 2 and 1/2 years of doing everything I could to make him happy is worse then how he treated me when things were bad for him? Like fuck man

[lauren @maggie5253]

I love that when my ex tells people about he we broke up he conveniently forgets to mention how he treated me for the last year and made me feel and I still stuck by him even though everyone told me to leave him. I make a mistake and I’m the most evil person in the world.

[lauren @maggie5253]

If I could undo it I would because I love him and he is the only one I want to be with. I’m just so frustrated

[lauren @maggie5253]

Turns out life without you is going to be the death of me

[lauren @maggie5253]

Live in London, saw my friends every time I came to visit.
Move home, have no friends 🤷🏽‍♀️

[lauren @maggie5253]

I love and hate cleaning my room

[lauren @maggie5253]

Earliest I’ve gone to bed in a week😴

[lauren @maggie5253]

By admitting to the world that I accept what I was I take the power back and can stand tall and say fuck you to any guy who thinks that they can just swoop in. I’ll put you in your place and I hope you feel like a douche bag for it.

[lauren @maggie5253]

I have a messy past. I’ll admit that; I did things I was not proud of and gained a certain reputation that isn’t who I am truly. But now years down the road I’ve gotten past the demons in me that made me devalue myself and lower my own standards.

[lauren @maggie5253]

So when people from my past hit me up nothing gives me greater satisfaction than telling them that while they may still be that way, I have grown up and gained respect for myself and value myself the way I should.

[lauren @maggie5253]

Okay so I start school tomorrow apparently lol

[lauren @maggie5253]

@AmberWestlake I feel you

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The worst thing about nose congestion is not knowing if it’s allergies or an actual cold #literallythesame

[lauren @maggie5253]

If you don’t like Nicholas Cage we can’t be friends

[lauren @maggie5253]

My little brother moves to Toronto tomorrow and I’m so sad :(

[lauren @maggie5253]

So like I just started watching game of thrones and I am beyond addicted

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