I have to lose 20 pounds, clean my room, get a new job, be more outgoing, make more friends and change my wardrobe and fix my gut issues and stop sleeping late and get a masters and meal prep and stop being myself
If a relationship can be ruined by simply having a conversation about your emotions, standards, or expectations, then it was never a relationship worth being in
i know you cannot make someone choose you. i know that. but there is a particular kind of grief that comes with having been fully willing to burn everything down for a person who was not willing to take a single step in your direction.