i just really miss the way he’d be so sweet with me and praise me for doing well and he’d always ask how i was and if i was looking after myself during the days and let me ramble about literally anything and just… it was nice and i miss that
i miss him and i really shouldn’t but i’m still unsure as to what went wrong with everything… it’ll almost be a year and i thought i was well over all this but.. thinking about it really sucks