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can I get a fuckin uuuuuh beesechurger?

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me when I forgot about this whole account

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My cuts splitting open like an accordion when I try to put underwear on:

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I think I’ve run out of room on my thighs. Didn’t think I was gonna fuck around and find out this hard but I guess I have. My brain says “okay then stop” but by brain also says “start on your stomach again”

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@salempetals I love you a lot, and I’ll be here for you on your good days and your bad

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Just hosed down the shower with the detachable shower head. Lifesaver tbh. Gone are the days of cupping my hands for water to wash my blood off the walls

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@salempetals Yeah I’m okay now I just had a certified bruh moment! :)

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I should just kill myself

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God I’m so unwell in the head my mum ad step dad made dinner for them and not for me and they told me to go buy something for myself but now that’s a sign I don’t deserve food

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Oh come on. Now they’re just tempting me

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Me getting a good grade in wound care from the hotline responder?

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The fruits of my labour

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@salempetals Oh, You Know

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Me popping a squat to get to a bottom drawer:
My open cuts:

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Kinda fucked em up this time my bad yo

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Now I can listen to them talk about how awful and lazy I am in real time while I cut myself!!

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Going to shower so I can cut without leaving blood everywhere and apparently in this new house the bathroom shares a wall with one of their rooms and I can hear them arguing

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I’m just turning up my music I can hear them talking about me and how awful I am

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I wish my parents loved me

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I mean that’s if anyone asks, which they won’t, because my mum has made her choice and it’s not me

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Just cut myself once with a pair of scissors because I can pass that off as a moving house injury