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Damashu! I saw you old friend just as i was logging off. I tried to launch a nuke lol but forgot how to do the pipes and died and had to go. If you see this send me a dm or add me on steam

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Something wrong with my brain I guess. Sorry guys I'm getting sad now. I promise I will try to start reading my DM's and replies if I'm feeling brave. And I guess I should see if the discord is still up. I will try for real this time.

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I did want to say that my disappearing act is not something new. I always do that for some reason, even in real life. I was ghosting people before there was even a word for it. The job I had for 13 years before streaming, I didn't even say goodbye to most of my co-workers :(

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I do want to play 76 because I need that kind of distraction right now and have had the urge to check out all the new stuff. I even migrated my account and reinstalled but haven't actually played yet. I was inspired by the TV show as corny as that is. It's really good guys.

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I honestly don't know where to go from here and my life is still not in a good place. Finding work is my main focus right now and it's not easy especially where I live. I wish I could be the streamer you guys deserve but I don't see that happening unfortunately.

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I still think about you guys to this day and will never forget the year I spent playing Fallout 76 on twitch. I think I was never cut out for streaming though. It was hard on my body sitting in the same spot for 8 hours and doing the night owl thing.

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Why bother coming back now? Because I think its probably the right thing to do even though its been so long. I didn't want to leave anyone wondering for the rest of their life. I should have appreciated my dedicated viewers and friends more. Better late than never I hope.

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If I didn't reply to your DM's please don't take it personal. I didn't and still haven't read any of them from anyone because I guess I am a coward and afraid of people being mad at me.

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What happened? I'll give the quick version since this is twitter. My dog Honey (R.I.P.) got very sick. My Dad had a stroke. Covid hit and I relapsed into an old bad habit (not weed). My physical and mental health got very bad.

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First I want to apologize for disappearing off the face of the Earth. I know that wasn't the right way to handle things and shouldn't have left people wondering for so long. I'm sorry. The shit really hit the fan in my personal life and I couldn't handle it all.

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I am alive ❤️

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