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mentally insane
#1 NIKI fans

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Try asking me, how do I survive when my family lies to me, where I am pressured by others to be successful and then they take the results, how do I have to pay for love and happiness. I never feel like I get pure love and happiness, I always have to pay for it

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

life update
The more i suffer, the more i want to die, their only response is "why do you want to die, what have you been doing? I'm still alive and suffering more than you." Well, everything is not a matter of comparison, btw, hahaha—

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

maybe.. someone mental unstable didnt deserve pure love and peace in their life
(actually me)

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

life update..
pagi ini berangkat kerja, yang biasanya ribet mau pake baju apa sekarang memilih baju polos dan cardigan dengan kerudung bergo, karena memang sudah semalas itu untuk bertahan hidup

[dnd @yagatauanjeng]

suicide prevention month baru tiga hari tapi gue udah mati tiga puluh kali di kepala sendiri

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

gw gak berguna bgt hidup di dunia ini, everyone hates me, i dont have good personality. and i hate me too

maybe good choose's ill die asap.. Tuhan, maafin salwa gak kuat gini

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

jujur gw tuh bingung.. gw emg udh kena gangguan mental tp kek berat dan gamau ke psikolog

ntah pikiran gw selalu blg ujung²nya cuman di dengerin, dan kasih solusi. mana mahal bgt

kek mending langsung mati, ketabrak apa gitu pas lagi jalan?

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

pengen mati aja, skrg jg gpp

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

ini gw blg ke dianya gmn ya anjg tp gw ganjel bgt bangsat

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

najingann😭😭😭 gw nyesek bgt anudgegjwwj

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

BHAP bikin laporan ggr ada akun yg bongkar kebusukan dia pdhl dia sendiri suka JJ MUKA ORG LAIN TANPA SEIZIN ORG ITU terus membiarkan FANS NYA NYERANG ORG TSB. WTFF npd final bos wkwk. gw kl jd temennya yg 'dia khianatin' bkln ikut lapor balik sih

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

@vanillacrushie iyakan.. dia aja suka jj muka org jg jir tanpa seizin org itu dan itupun ga sekali dua kali wkwkw

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

bulan depan gw lolos seleksi/interview di MT Paragon dan fiks jadi karyawan Paragon di bulan September

[Dhara @wondervvalls]

menurut aku date yang paling romantis tuh dating after office.... kayak.... bayangin abis cape kerja, dikejar deadline tapi pulangnya dipukpuk sama ayang, mam bareng, ketawa bareng. ya Tuhan..... may this kind of love never fade. aamiin

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

gak pernah se tersiksa gini batin gw WKWKWKWK

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

trial life after break up kah wkwk

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

kl kek gini susah jg y, gw curhat mau ama siapa?wkwk

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

bm bunga bgt jir😭 lily baguss

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

beda nama beda job
salwa: supply chain, PPIC
fahira: purchasing, content creator
alifah: editor, jasa foto, digital marketing

[s ୧⍤⃝💐 @mainjiel]

gw mati matiin cari duit ampe relain jam tidur gw ancur... meanwhile dia...