maive

t4t piscean baeddnik foxthing
it/she
a stray dog still howls for something
love is the only thing that matters
♉︎♓︎

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord im still in the process of figuring out how to even talk about this on the playing field of the miserable self-hating transsexual and it all fucking confounds me so forgive me for having trouble making sense and if im talking past you

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord my saying this, it's not to oppose the goals of transition to be more feminine, its not to fetishize nonconformity as non-transition (as is often the case and people are very right to point out)

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord anyways uhh that was probably a bit much i am in a bitchy mood lately

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord used to be that it was known that u have to free urself a little from dysphoria traps in order to be happy in transition but now people whine about the Realism of transition as if you dare not to accept the toxic mental waste as given.

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord girl are you for fucking real about how u post looking like that, shit's CRAZY. fucking try hating yourself less moron

[maive @maiverose_]

this aint even blowing up but like okayokay i might as well say help a broke bitch eat well if u feel like it 👉👈 https://t.co/SKChk0GAmc

[maive @maiverose_]

not to be a depraved disgusting pervert but i think it would be pretty nice to have sex with another woman some time soon

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord secretly or not so secretly im still larping im not a very good reader, but im getting there. it can b hard to put urself to it properly and it takes practice and being unafraid of not feeling like u totally connect with things, u can always revisit

[maive @maiverose_]

saw the strongest damn rainbow i ever seen

[maive @maiverose_]

@GirlDebord u should read comments on society and reflect on the conspiratorial angle of the integrated spectacle and how the language u use infects ur mind from social media in order to make a class of increasingly disenfranchised self hating transsexuals who are too isolated to do shit

[maive @maiverose_]

have always been ambivalent to mildly positive abt my voice but im realizing more lately the extent to which i keep quiet, habitually

[maive @maiverose_]

kind of humiliating 8 years in to realise id probably benefit from doing some voice training, huh

[maive @maiverose_]

weezer ft wednesday? cool. song's kinda trash tho 🥀

[maive @maiverose_]

@LadybugSneezes @kampfwagen_I kerberos panzer cops: stray dog is the only one of his i have seen that has a middleground between the dreamy alienated vibe and the theatrical silliness. i rewatched that trilogy recently and missed it in jin roh. we were robbed from seeing the mime killsquad in animation!!

[maive @maiverose_]

transactionality or shame manipulative expectations suck but sometimes people are too afraid of a little transactionality. we all want things from each other and its a healthy part of the game to be compelled to give and give back. like social potlatch or somethin