Malorie.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

About to celebrate my first Christmas in 30 years without my Grandpa. And the second without Grandma. Telling myself they have the best view of all. My heart hurts.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

Can someone tell me how it’s been a year today since my Grandma died and how my Grandpa died three days ago and how life is supposed to go on without them as part of my world?

[Malorie. @mal_5]

As much as I wish I was in a different spot in life (married with kiddos), I’m also thankful I’m right where I’m at. I would not be able to help care for my grandparents in the capacity that I am if I was in a different spot. ❤️ ❤️

[Malorie. @mal_5]

It has been a rough month of navigating health issues for my Grandma. Had a bit of a trigger yesterday,eating in hosp. cafeteria & although a different one, the last time I ate in a hosp. cafeteria was the day my other Grandma died in Sept. Oof. Deep breaths & baby steps onward.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

How do I unsubscribe to any more crazy historic events in my lifetime?

[Malorie. @mal_5]

Edit: “A Man Called Otto”

[Malorie. @mal_5]

I saw “A Man Named Otto” tonight with my boyfriend. I am unwell. I bawled through the whole thing. We didn’t know what we were in for. I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s going to take me 3-4 business days to recover. Needs trigger warnings: suicide,grief, loss….probably more.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

My baby brother got to see the ocean for the first time yesterday and my heart is so happy for him ❤️

[Malorie. @mal_5]

My Mom has a husband, 4 children and 5 (almost 6) beautiful grandchildren. Her FB profile picture? Tupperware.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

Me to my boyfriend: You probably think I’m certifiably crazy.

Boyfriend: *crickets*

[Malorie. @mal_5]

I’m so tired. Mentally & physically & spiritually.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

@ChelleBayus Update: Got out of bed to eat a leftover cold chicken tender and French fries. No regrets.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

My mind literally won’t stop. I’m so sad. Grieving for so many different reasons. Praying for sleep.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

@ChelleBayus I love you too ❤️

[Malorie. @mal_5]

@Brooke_Brownie7 YES 😂

[Malorie. @mal_5]

I’m so sad.

[Malorie. @mal_5]

@Brooke_Brownie7 L O L

[Malorie. @mal_5]

Sister in law: Does anyone have a curious George stuffed animal for sale?

Me: No, but Aunt Mal can have one delivered in two days 😂❤️

[Malorie. @mal_5]

Things that have made me cry in the past 36 hours

1) Free Fallin’ 🎶- how many times have I heard this song? At least 100? Yesterday it made me sob.

2) The Queen’s dogs being present at her funeral today 😭😭😭😭😭

#unwell

[Malorie. @mal_5]

@Brooke_Brownie7 Me in disbelief that your bestie is going to have a baby and that you’re going to have two 🥹🥹🥹