Eat, Drink be Merry

[Kelly K-9 🌵 @Kelly_K_9]

Got the W, somehow still felt like a L....

[Kelly K-9 🌵 @Kelly_K_9]

WE FUCKING SUCK!

[Jane Slater @SlaterNFL]

Nearly 3 years ago I was shocked to learn my mom had 16 months to live.

An otherwise healthy 64 year old diagnosed with small cell lung cancer.

I’m about to go on air and talk about the Cowboys run game and my mom sends me a pic of her shaving her head in anticipation of the chemo.

I break down. It’s real. I see her pain and for the first time my mom, my rock-scared.

Bawling, my boss in the control room said “what the hell Jane” I wipe my tears away and say “give me a damn minute. I’ve got this”
I deliver the report and after -to my producers shock- I tell him what happened.
I tried to do live shots,travel and games but I could barely get through a day without worrying that every day doing my job was a day I was losing my mom.

My bosses were incredible at NFLN. Not everyone gets that and I hate that. They made me feel safe enough to walk away at times, turn down assignments and be there for my mom, my father overwhelmed with loss, a scared sister who had beat cancer a few years earlier while getting the help I needed to just level out from the grief, fear and sense nothing mattering all of a sudden.

I stepped away from friends. I slipped into a pretty dark hole and coped in destructive ways but with space and grace found something in her loss and purpose again.

I can’t even get mad at people anymore who didn’t know how to show up or get it because you won’t understand it all until it happens to you or someone close to you.

It showed me that as much as I thought I was mentally resilient, I was more emotionally delicate than I thought. It changes you and changed me.

There’s not a week that goes by that I don’t accidentally call or text and it still doesn’t feel real but I am comforted knowing that I got time, she and my family knew I was there and therefore it was easier to let her go.

I share this not to say woe is me rather I see those of you struggling and I hope a little sharing reframes how you might treat yourself and others.

Thinking of those struggling with this today. It’s ok to be kind. 💕

[Kelly K-9 🌵 @Kelly_K_9]

This one's on you SHITTENHEIMER!

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Kelly_K_9 That was dumb the coach got cute

[Kelly K-9 🌵 @Kelly_K_9]

Dejavu....

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Kelly_K_9 Dallas 38 NYG 20 #cowboysnation

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Kelly_K_9 @elbravoeugenia From VA but living in Italy now, let’s go #cowboysnation

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

#CowboysNation show some love

[Beau Cowan #dominatetheday @bcow82]

I wanted to set a challenge up for myself for every new follower I get up to 15k I will stand up for a second in my standing wheelchair. Please follow and RT so I can build my standing tolerance. @Kelly_K_9 @dallascowboys @Your_Guy_Nix

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Kelly_K_9 Bottom row second from the right

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Brandoniswrite How many QBs?

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Brandoniswrite I think currently he is 3rd best but Trigg has more upside so would rather keep him

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@Brandoniswrite I mute it and listen to our guys

[Landon Holifield ✭ @TheLandoShow]

We lost the battle today at the Cowboys/Rams joint practice but “Operation Inevitable” on the independent Cowboys Media tour continues.

The sports below the surface BRIDGE between real fans & mainstream media will continue layin bricks 🧱

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

@clarencehilljr Where is the press conference I don’t see it?

[Kobe Scales, M.S @kobescalesmedia]

Hours before these reports came out @McAllisterMike1 sat down with our podcast to give his take on the Cuse’s next HC. @SyracuseOn247

[Kobe Scales, M.S @kobescalesmedia]

Game Recognize Game Podcast is live in 30 minutes with the Publisher of @SyracuseOn247, @McAllisterMike1. Of course we’re talking SU basketball. TUNE IN!

https://t.co/0F11I4kFrJ

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

The other thing is Dr. Cooper who is the Cowboys Dr arguably the best at what he does and respected around the league has looked at those scans and weighed in supposedly and if the Cowboys aren’t re-engaging, that’s also telling. #cowboysnation

[Kobe Scales, M.S @kobescalesmedia]

The #DallasCowboys will NOT engage in further trade discussions.
#CowboysNation

[Eat, Drink be Merry @malcolmkms]

100% agree with this, the other thought is the front offices are making mistakes, and they are driving these markets up. You have to let this guy walk if this is his asking price, a caliber of Alec Pierce can be found.

[Kobe Scales, M.S @kobescalesmedia]

It may just be me and @toddarcher but there’s a problem here…

[Kobe Scales, M.S @kobescalesmedia]

Let’s REALLY break down DP AND the NCAA. #NCAA #KansasBasketball