anemoia

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Sometimes i just straight up lying to make someone irl stop making fun of me by making them uncomfortable with it and think theyre a bad person for mocking me

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Joki sampai dapatin skinnya

[anemoia @malicewrt]

The same scar that was ripped open again. Nothing much left to give, nothing left to receive.

[anemoia @malicewrt]

We’re both lonely but i dont think i crave for her warmth anymore. Be cold to me, scold me for a stupid reason again, blame me for anything my brother did, it doesn’t matter. She had disappointed me a lot, there’s nothing left to be sad about. It still hurts but it’s just-

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Udah 1 semester di sana tapi masih ngepost gitu right after seeing my instastory is just isnt right 😂😂 norak ih malu... yall want to break me like what you did right lol, caranya malu-maluin banget dah.. norak.. emg norak semua pembullyku dulu

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Giggled a bit whenever i remember ts, when i posted my birthday cake on my insta acc that's followed by my bully they create a note sharing their location in Yogyakarta like girl i dont give a shit 😭😭 like sometimes i login into that acc to checks dms yk n they never post shit-

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Kek what's the point bruh that's embarrassing as fuck because i really don't give a shit 😭😭 kek RIGHT AFTER SEEING MY INSTASTORY.. the timing..girl that's embarrassing omfg the fact u keep that up for 24 hours made my days because of how embarrassing it is..

[anemoia @malicewrt]

I dont hate playing with friends but it’s so draining and im currently sick. I want to reject but i feel bad.

[anemoia @malicewrt]

She always see me as a child full of jealousy for pointing out her unfairness, she shouldnt be surprised that i grew to be like this.

[maya🫂🤍🪩 @landsrad]

trying to hold a conversation with another person after a depressive episode is so funny like oh ive really given myself brain damage

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Insomnia go away

[anemoia @malicewrt]

I just keep drinking.. I have to eat more.. but i jst cant bring myself to do it. Im always hungry but at the ssne time i dont have the desire to eat.

[anemoia @malicewrt]

These past few days i feel like im abt to pass out at any moment. I dont feel like eating at all. All food tastes different and doesnt taste like what i expected, but i cant feel what i expected so i just dont know what it supposed to taste like anymore

[🍅 @wavetoniel]

gw selalu berterimakasih kepada siapapun yang selalu muji gw. terimakasih selalu kasih apresiasi disegala aspek baik gambar, hidup gw, how i looks, bahkan hal kecil yg ga nyangka ternyata itu hal yg bisa di apresiasikan. maaf kalo gw repliesnya kadang terlihat kaya kurang exited

[anemoia @malicewrt]

He’s not my source of comfort anymore but sometimes i do find myself praying He’d help me. To give me salvation. But He wont, He never did. I think im just blinded by my sin haha because im a whore since im getting raped n allat. Just kill me already.

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Sometimes shuffle features just doesnt work they keep playing song that is close to the song i skipped. I have 300 songs in my playlist and this app still choose to play the closest one, almost in order in fact even tho i use shuffle!!

[kage @sukikage_]

im really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[anemoia @malicewrt]

Every few months i would enter the "study art more harder or I'll die" state where i wont do anything that doesn't have anything to do with drawing