before my last relationship, I would cringe looking at couples and feel so icky about intimacy. post breakup, seeing any and every couple holding hands has me on the verge of tears. this is hell
i get really scared when a guy starts getting close to me bc i know how deeply i attach once i let someone in. if he does me dirty after that its not just heartbreak....its months, sometimes yrs of trying to put myself back together. it took me 3 yrs to fully move on from my ex.
my ex really ruined romance for me because now whenever a guy starts acting nice, i'm not moved. i'm just suspicious. it all feels like a PR campaign until proven otherwise. its not even funny atp
@Pretentiousfoid Thank god one persons opinion doesn't matter lololol. What if a couple is shopping for a spicy night and wants their opinion? Like nuance people