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RANT LANG TO ANOBA

[dc: @malincastillo_]

almost 2 yrs in and i still think about how hard it is to let go of the things that made me feel alive 😭😂 house, car, petrol, plane fare, coffee and even fancy food is all paid for by amc. now, i can't even plan a day out without feeling guilty for spending too much 💀

[dc: @malincastillo_]

aw kaya raman diay mabuhat pag sa uban, nya kita ani nagkagidlay na 😃

[dc: @malincastillo_]

huhu im so tired lord

[dc: @malincastillo_]

lordddd ipabalhin namig wagga before winter plssss lang 😂😂

[dc: @malincastillo_]

lord uy kung di mi pra dinhi unta mapaspas na mig balhin 😭 ayokona talaga sa disappointmentz

[dc: @malincastillo_]

putanginaaaa ug wala ko dinhi, nag sales con na unta ko ron!!! ☹️ fakeng hate this sitch

[dc: @malincastillo_]

50/50 will get the best of me

[dc: @malincastillo_]

wtf?

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nya atong post way heart diha ana diay

[dc: @malincastillo_]

all that's left is resentment.

[dc: @malincastillo_]

l his disappointment sa akong mga life decisions 3yrs ago but vv supportive. He wanted to visit us, ug sunduon para e-uli 😭😂 I felt relieved. I really look up to my papang. He's responsible and very practical. I hope he lives till 200 bc what am I gonna do without him??

[dc: @malincastillo_]

i'm very shy to tell my papang about how we're doing here in aus. he'd always tell me "bawion nlng tka uy ug stress ra kyka dinha" 10x and remind me of how well i'm doing in Cebu before I came here. Na I used to be so full of energy, dreams, never ran out of fun things to do, nev

[dc: @malincastillo_]

er got sick even if ako ra usa sa condo etc etc. I don't want him to get really worried but i'm done pretending i'm okay. I've been trying my best to address budgeting, physical stress, homesickness and all the stuff that stresses me out. The moment I told him about it, I can fee

[dc: @malincastillo_]

this is exactly why i still don't wanna have kids yet!!

[dc: @malincastillo_]

lord ipadato na si joshua pls lang para maka focus na ko mag-recover 😷

[dc: @malincastillo_]

huhuhu why am i in this situation i just wanna press rewiiiiind

[dc: @malincastillo_]

kapuya mag budget

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i hope in the next life, i won't have to figure things alone. kapoy kaayo ang financial burden for someone who's unemployed and healing.

[dc: @malincastillo_]

grabe akong nightmare puros frustrations nako ani akong kahimtang ginoo ko nakahilak tunga sa kadlawon

[dc: @malincastillo_]

gamay nalang, kabalo nako kinsa ang malas sa akong layp

[dc: @malincastillo_]

@Adidididit hahay paeta lageh

[dc: @malincastillo_]

just when you thought everything is good with car stuff ☹️ boom disgrasya