@daedalians In his position it is impossible to say no. She needs to hear it, and believe it, to remain his. But the more he sacrifices, the realer this false life becomes.]
...Of course. Don't you know that? Of course I would. To the ends of the earth.
@daedalians He is afraid.
Until now, it was easily parsed as fiction. He felt in control of it. The conviction in her voice tells him it no longer belongs to him, try as he might to refuse her.
@daedalians I love you.
[It is a clunky phrase in his mouth. Silver words, but with the cadence of a cutlery drawer torn open.
Something tells him it will suffice.]
@daedalians [Stone man; even with the new slump in his shoulders. He drags his fingertips down the curve of her cheek, and tips her head up to look at her.
They are a strange portrait; reaper and cherub. The answer to her question is simple but ugly, and she's faced far too much ugliness.]
@daedalians Moved by her frailness, or haunted by his own swallowed shame, he reaches for her; his cold hand to her cheek, an ugly smear on porcelain.]
You're still young.
[Not reassurance. Colder, more reflection than observation.]
It had to be you, you know.
@daedalians [Spidery fingers curl inwards until the unkempt nails bite the palms of his hands. He stands before her, grey and silent and rigid, knowing what she also knows:
there is no one else.
The anger fades into something quieter. Muscles loosen, his shoulders sag. --