special shoutout to my abuser yin lam @spacecowdom still waiting on that june july august child (trauma) support 🤑 to the abuser adjacent rhianna borra-croft @miss_thots i’m sure you’re thrilled about this
True alchemists know you just gotta lean into your inner chaos in order to conjure something new. This is why people stuck in chronic avoidance also suffer for prolonged periods. There is no reward for avoiding yourself.
Thinking about the way Victor says "forgive yourself into existence." To Adam. Self compassion as a rescue of the self. Forgive yourself in order to endure your own existence. Absolutely never getting over this.