Guys why did I wake up to everyone gate keeping Ed’s.. ‘disordered thoughts and not actually a disorder’ babe that’s how they START u didn’t wake up one day and go mhm yes let me fast ALL WEEK the dumbest and cruelest thing u can do is minimize those thoughts in a 12 yr bro
I don’t really have friends either, I have 3 but one consistently posts about having only two friends which doesn’t include me and the other two are school friends really. I’m gonna be an adult in three months and I don’t have anything no job no money or anyone so yeah
Guys do I just end it atp like I’ve been suicidal for 4 years I’ve planned it given letters tried in ways I had little hope would work because I felt to bad to really do it, but my own family doesn’t like me I have recordings of all of my family members saying they don’t like me,