Ibn al-Qayyim: “Whoever has offended you and then approached you to apologize, humility obligates that you accept his apology whether it is truthful or not, and that you leave his secret thoughts to Allah. The sign of generosity and humility is that if you notice a defect in his apology, you do not address it nor hold him against it.”
[Madaarij as-Salikeen (Ranks of the Wayfarers): (2/338)
Nobody will truly understand what you’re going through except the One who made you. He’s the only One who knows your true circumstances and is always available when you need Him. He will heal you and make you whole again.