people don't understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head when you're struggling to understand it yourself. there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone
I donβt know how Iβm going to make it through the night, i keep having nightmares and when Iβm not, my babies waking me up. Tomorrow is going to be hard with no sleep, and my husbands not here π
I donβt have a village to help me raise my baby, i donβt have family of my own that can help, or even friends that can be here everyday, but what i do have is a very hands on husband when heβs home, and that is something Iβll always be thankful/grateful for π«ΆπΌ