today i lost my best friend. my sweet angel baby. idk how im gonna go on without you, but i hope you’re happier wherever you are. i love you more than words can ever explain. thank you for being my best friend💔😔
how do i get out of these fkn bot lobbies ive been in lately. its making me not even wanna play the fkn game anymore and im not having as much fun as i used to. its so frustrating now
i laugh so hard when people say they "dont play" the game i always ask them if they want to play with me, and then catch them on that same game with other people. keep the lies to yourself, especially when you stream it knowing ill see it lol
i’m gonna crash out over these fkn sprite things. mainly cuz i can’t find 3 more gold ones that i need LOL ive never been more committed to something 😂😭 AND NOW THEY ADD FKN GUMMY ONES. OH THIS IS GONNA PISS ME OFF EVEN MORE
When asked if she thinks she’ll ever rekindle her friendship with Jesy, Perrie says she’ll “always love her” but no longer wants to reconcile after feeling hurt by her documentary:
“If I’m being completely transparent, part of me wanted to… until her documentary. Then part of me withdrew again.
This is the thing: I’m not a horrible person, I haven’t got a [malicious] bone in my body, but I can cut you off. [Laughs] If you upset me and hurt me in a way [where] there’s not really any going back, I can forgive, but I don’t want you in my space.
This is what I’m learning in therapy: there’s capability and there’s capacity. I only have a certain amount that I can cram in – I have my career, my relationship, my friends, things going on… personal things, public things, everything. I don’t have the capacity for somebody like that in my life anymore. That might make me sound like a bitch, but I just don’t have the energy for it. As much as I will always love her, I don’t think I can hack that energy in my space.
You can’t fix people. They’re set in their ways – and clearly they don’t think there’s anything wrong with [those ways] – so you think, ‘Okay! You do you and I’ll do me and that’s that.’”
@polaqwym honestly, after 12 hours on the game trying to find it, i ended up just giving up and asking someone who has it to share with me 😩 i was exhausted and just wanted to get off by the end of it all lol