i had a dream my mom brought me a pizza and there was an entire cornbread on it so i ate all the corn bread, ate 3 slices of pizza, didnt want anymore, then just kept eating til it was all gone. then she brought me ANOTHER pizza and I was ready to eat that too before i woke up
childhood depression,first suicide attempt at six, EDs starting young, abuse,harrassment until the end of middle school,abusive relationships,abusive household, living alone young, having to fend for yourself young, being poor, led me to develop BED/EDNOS. why would i be ashamed