God invites people of different temperaments into His Kingdom. What we must strive for at every moment is to remain humble and modest, remembering that we are called not merely to belong to this Kingdom, but to labour in it.
Absolutely!
Like people who grew up having different people live with them for short periods of time often struggle to thrive in long term relationships.
If I were president and my brother(God forbid) died of cardiac arrest while in office, I would make sure there's a well funded cardiology facility, equipment and expertise in my country. It'd be the first agenda on my list of things to do.
No, you won't die. Healing is on the wings of time. Give yourself grace and take each day as it comes. One day, you'll look at this in hindsight, remember how you felt, and probably just laugh. Trust that you will laugh, because all of us laugh ๐