I still don't have many options for friendships as my relative gets ready for long term care and it's a big open ended question for when that will happen and it won't be on my plate, but I still frequent a couple coffee shops and the like.
I used to be able to sleep so easily and soundly when I was in your arms and head on your chest...now every night it's the same thing, tossing and turning in the darkness searching for someone who is not there.
HeroHero told her that he struggles with insomnia, and so he plays YGGDRASIL until he just passes out. Vulgtmog told him, in FAR nicer words than my blunt and to-the-point self would use, that if he wanted to die, there were better ways to go out.
Had to go to work with my husband for a few days because it was so bad. Now im completely calm and feel a sense of bliss. Almost like im floating at the thought of it..i feel like my life will never be better until i do it.