ava ༊*·˚

19 y/o | dx an/bp, bipolar 1, ocd | gemini 💫

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@tauntifer genuinely me trying to comprehend this

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@tauntifer i remember when i was 14 and first diagnosed with an ed my mom was telling the pediatrician sum “yeah i think it’s from the instagram” lmaooo

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@fl0ra2107 tysm 😭😭

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throwback to when my makeup acc looked somewhat good

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@lyxiiae omg tysm 😭💕

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@claudialialia same i’m not a picky eater whatsoever but i’ve always HATED avocados

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it’s not even that i’ve gained weight since then im just chopped now idk

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@gl1tchp4wz def stimulants

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@starrygurt the desire for intimacy vs the rational thought that any man who finds my body attractive atp is fucking sick

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

possibly niche issue but does anyone have advice on cutting back on artificial sweetener addiction ? i don’t count but i estimate i’m prob consuming at least 40-50 packets of splenda a day if im being so fr…

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@dainty4nne deadass i was so confused in treatment cuz they make u refer to the ed is smth separate from urself not like “my ed” and i was just like wtf it is tho ? i feel no separation from it and myself lmaoo it’s just how i am

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@psylliyum exercise, eat the same number of cals every day

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@hystericgemz prob chai but i recently tried apricot tea and it was fucking delectable highly recommend

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@kaane0 deadass water and just like physical food weight. i eat hella high volume foods like veg and chug water so my scale weight is rlly unstable but ik im either in a deficit or at maintenance

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@Angelssuffer @pignomore sitting in a 3 hr class on a hard ass chair

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life of an anorexic:
drinking a diet pepsi while everyone around u eats

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

the concept of volume eating > feeling overly full > wanting to purge > “well i’m going to purge anyways so fuck it > bping

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@limbicangel bro my bsf genuinely didn’t know oats were a carb 💀

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@laliisnotcool @melbel0_0 genuinely need to switch like just eating large amounts of vegetables is not nutritional whatsoever 😭 plus my digestion is fucked cuz of it and i can’t w the bloating anymore

[ava ༊*·˚ @manicanorexic]

@arilizardparty i was literally thinking abt omading keto bread the other day get out of my head bro 😭