Today is my last day of work before top surgery, then I’ll be off for 6 weeks and I can finally restrict and do nothing but walk all day 🤩 after a week of bedrotting and drinking liquids ig
@fatisbrat I’ve been trying to figure out how to word this, I agree so much, like they grew up straight into this stuff and half of the world just immediately screams at them and calls them evil for it like yeah if I was 14 I would not respond positively to that lol
Extremely stressed about losing out on the money but fuck it I’ll be on Abilify so hopefully I don’t get manic and spend thousands of dollars this time lmfao
@snowyeyed Deadass, like “ohhhh your boyfriend is a straight man waiting for you to detrans / you’re just a masc lesbian who took it too far” we cannot win
@ghostivyleaves ALSO dont worry about voice training, in my exp it’s not necessary. I never voice trained. Once ur on T for like 5+ years, even if other trans ppl might clock it most cis people wont !!!!
@ghostivyleaves I didn’t know binding could give you indigestion!!! If it helps, my binder has always been like a size too big and even though I worried ab it people never notice. You could try getting a bigger size! T tape also worked well but it’s expensive lol. You’re so valid though
@babyteethrot@stinkiestbones I used to say the worst time of my life was 2019 when I had a manic episode but yeah nah it’s this. The last few years with this ED has been so endlessly, deeply painful and it’s impossible to express to people just how horrific it is
Any time I get brave enough to admit that I crave something, shit gets in the way and immediately proves that I don’t deserve to eat. Why do I even bother
@literallypuppy My tweet specified that it’s when it’s unprompted when it’s an issue really but tbh it’s common knowledge that a lot of ppl struggle with a sweet tooth. It’s just rude and uncalled for unless you’re specifically asked about it
like whatever ig you can pretend you have sensitive taste buds if you want but if someone’s fucking enjoying something why the fuck would you say that.
I wish I could just get better and change how I fucking feel but I can’t do it I don’t get how people fucking recover I hate every second of existing in my body right now