꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭

ଘ 💉 he / they / claw .
minor !! 🚯 black , not my main acc
fictkin .ᐟ dni proship&lolisho ✚ rt focus

"I brainwash with your favorite story." /lyr

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

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⠀ `· . jabber ﹒ 16yo ꜝ he ノclaw
⠀⠀✚ ₊⠀fictionkin , black 𓏼.˳˳.(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅::]̲̅:̲̅::)
🚯 c-ptsd ++ MDD . i block v freely

#gachitwt #venttwt #vkeitwt
#oshitwt #blktwt #jiraitwt

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

@net_eatsshark illigive it a listen and see if ive heard anything similar

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

imsorry

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

filthy selfish disgusting prick

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

The one thing I need from anyone, and I can't get it unless I beg. It's just not worth it anymore. I'll figure it out somehow. Maybe I should've been less hypervigilant back then

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

This is pathetic

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

why are you punishing me after everything I still do for you ?

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

Just tell me if j did something wrong incant stand being punished for somethingni dont knwo

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I do everything I can but its like its Not ennough

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I just wanna know if it's me

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

but now that I'm TOO available, I'm always pushed back to second place like im some disposable piece of shit that isnt worth more than an ounce of fucking acknowledgement evennfor a second

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

Am I not worth it? All I ever fucked needed from anyone was attention, and I always fucking got it only because I was always available

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I take shit from you every fucking year because I don't care what anyone does to me as long as they Love me, WHY is it so hard for a small sacrifice to be made for me?

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

GOD IM SO ANGRY IM.GONNA CRY

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

JUST tell me what the issue is, I always fix fucking everything even if it isn't my fault HALF THE DAMN TIME WHY CANT YOU GIVE ME THIS ONE LITTLE THING

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I've spent years curating my personality, trying to FIX every fucking flaw that I saw, and ended up a people pleaser

yet that isn't enough to keep anyone wanting to be around me

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I'M HERE EVERY FUCKING SECOND, WHY CAN'T YOU DO THAT SAME THING FOR ME?

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

it's like no matter what I do they just see me as someone to only come to when its FUCKING convenient

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

IM SO FUCKING FURIOUS I'M ABOUT TO

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I ALWAYS MAKE IT CLEAR. TO EVERYONE THAT I LOVE.

"you can tell me anything I deadass dont care" and not only that, everytime they ACTUALLY TELL ME, I KEEP MY WORD

is that not enough?

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

I will take arguments
I will take disagreements
I will take distance
I will take drama
What I cannot take. Is people LYING. TO ME. IN MY FACE?

[꒰ 𐔌 💊 jabber of #venttwt 𖹭 @mankillaaa]

IM SO FUCKING ANGRY I HATE WHEN NIGGAS LIE TO MY FACE