jabber's nicer to the speciments he extracts venom from than he is to the people he pricks with mankira's neurotoxins. the penta mud cobra and fucked up ground spiders got coo'd at and petted as they bit him, so zanka could get laughed at and danced around as he writhed in pain<3
being locked up, he got excited about an EXPERIENCE, a situation, a condition in which danger and fear were present. he didn’t say anything about getting beat up by a guard
it’s important, I believe, that jabber’s masochism isn’t just physical. when the cleaners pulled up when he was kidnapping rudo, he said he was erect due to how the cleaners were LOOKING at him like he was nothing, trash, while he was weak to do anything. when he talked about—
We’re cotsco guys, of course we go shopping while eating a chicken bake - but they get all corrupted into weird bizarre strange horrifying looking monsters with glitch effects flesh, screams of pain suffering / flash flashing lights warning epilepsy / reaction video meme