mantis

#lovesicktwt #obslovetwt
i only exist when i’m bothered to
#stalkertwt #nyashkatwt #russiantwt

[mantis @mantissavedme]

intro !!
#shtwt #obslovetwt #lovesicktwt #stalker #stalkertwt #nyashkatwt #nyashka #russiantwt #jiraitwt #yuri #crush #yansim #edtwt #fake #sfx
i try my best to be kind

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i jus remembered that time when my friend gave my crush her tiktok and my crush’s first thing to do was click on her followers and find my account hehehehehduehyejdhe omh i’m dying i love omgkgomgifufigb #obslovetwt #lovesick #stalker don’t mind tags

[mantis @mantissavedme]

wait nvm i’m ok maybe she likes me

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i hate my birthdays i hope i never experience one ever again

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i am depressed i don’t know what to do with my life anymore my crush just makes me feel sick now i don’t know what happen i just wish my birthday never happened

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i have no hope in life left
no one to live for
be a dermatologist and then what
find a new love life
no one will like me with her inital carve in my skin
what if i fail the studying
what if i don’t even live until a job
my crush probably doesny even like
all this effort for wh

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i feel horrivle what if she doesn’t like me

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@cococaramelxyz omgee thank u so much i will try one day ur a life saviour!!!

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i want to purposely fail an attempt without people knowing i failed it on purpose so i can worry my crush, is there an easier way to worry her or how do i fail an attempt painless or barely any pain
#lovesick #bpd #suicidal
don’t mind tags ineed thw right audience

[mantis @mantissavedme]

last week of school after summer i’m gonna be in the same school as my crush…….

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@amariiama aa okay so there’s a chance she still likes me?

[mantis @mantissavedme]

my friend asked my crush after she replied to my friends story “do u think (my name) is pretty? she thinks she looks ugly” i didn’t ask her to say that, my crush said “ehh idk” is she being fr or a tsundere
that was on my birthday, yesterday.

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@cococaramelxyz thank u so much, will it hurt and will painkillers help with the pain?

[cococaramel @cococaramelxyz]

@mantissavedme I dont know if u can but u can try jump from first floor or second depends where u live tbh but thay shouldnt injure too bad tbh

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@bruisdarms why

[mantis @mantissavedme]

i made this for her so i can show it to her one day
#bloodwall #sh #fakeblood #fake #sfx #obslovetwt #lovesick

[mantis @mantissavedme]

my friend keeps joking abouy my crush not liking me
i asked her to stop so i’m gonna hope she won’t do it again
#lovesick

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@sunsetinr3verse aa okayyy thank uuu!!!

[mantis @mantissavedme]

im starting to suspect of having bpd,
this is mostly how i act like when i’m sad or mad and i kept doing this to many people before T^T
i don’t wanna assume about me having since it is a serious disorder many people struggle with
should i get checked out with a diagnosis??

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@sodipoppi nono i’m transferring to her school and ofcc !!

[mantis @mantissavedme]

how do i get more info pls help
#obslovetwt #obsessedtwt #stalkertwt #lovesicktwt #sfx #fake

[mantis @mantissavedme]

@sodipoppi i’m going to her school afyer summer

[۶ৎ polikuu @sodipoppi]

@mantissavedme ugh help ik this feeling of wanting to know more but not going to the same school as them 😭