sangbeom: *going on about how siyoung's feelings toward taejoo/him always making exceptions for him is not bc of sunyoung & yungbeom and it's been like "this" since they're in their school days*
siyoung: (siyoung finds it very difficult to define his feelings for taejoo)
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EVERYBODY AJSHDSGF!! ANOTHER DEFINITE confirmation of siyoung's one-sided crush for taejoo (in his pov at least)
"일방적인 짝사랑이죠. 일방적이기에 폭력적으로도 보이는 짝사랑이기도 하고요"
ㄴ "it IS a one-sided crush/unrequited love. bc its "unrequited", its also a crush that +
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