lyz 🩷

Sonder .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Relationships are so risky because no matter how good you are to someone , they are able to lose feelings for you just like that .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

He got a second chance, I got another lesson .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Don’t make promises you can’t keep .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I made you a priority when I was your second choice .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

It hurts like hell when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging , and you have to act like you don’t care at all.

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I wanna understand him but what about my feelings?

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Unfortunately healing isn’t enough, I need my entire memory erased .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I saw you at your worst and still thought you were the best .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Cutting the world off when I’m not okay is my escape .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

It's scary that everything you're saying to me could be a lie .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

You said you wouldn't and you fucking did .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

You're sorry because you were caught , not because you meant it .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I believed in something that wasn't even real .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Maybe one day my feelings would be validated .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

There's always someone else .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Despite everything that happened , i still miss you .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

Putting my walls back up again cause i hate it when people break my promises .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I feel so lost without you .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

In the end , i never healed from the pain but instead, i just forced myself to forget the things that lead to it .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

I trusted you and you betrayed me .

[lyz 🩷 @mar4posaa]

You showed up in my dreams again and it kills me having to wake up knowing you're not there .