e

online but at what cost

[e @maradying]

need less enrichment in my enclosure actually

[e @maradying]

anyway this was preceded by a bang fever so intense the scissors were already in my hands so actually i think i won this round

[e @maradying]

got restless this afternoon and gave myself a rook piercing..,. i'm doing great tho wbu

[e @maradying]

why's the crunch of that cartilage still reverberating in my head wait

[Anish Moonka @anishmoonka]

Each bee has four wings. So this veil took about 5,000 dead bees to make. A single healthy hive holds up to 60,000.

Luci Jockel is a jeweler out of Rhode Island School of Design who only uses bees that died of natural causes. She found beekeepers who’d lost their hives and made a deal: she’d put in physical labor helping them rebuild, and they’d give her the wings from the bees that didn’t survive. A Rhode Island beekeeper named Paul Whewell had lost everything to a harsh winter. She worked his hives, learned to keep bees from him, then started her own colonies with her dad. Other wings came from rooftop hives at the RISD Museum, the Brooklyn Museum, and the MAD Museum in Manhattan.

Each wing is about half the width of a dime. She glued them one at a time with archival glue, the kind museums use to preserve artwork, to create a material she calls “bee wing lace.” The pattern comes from Dutch lace collars she studied in 1600s portraits at the RISD Museum. Nine years of work. The finished piece is a mourning veil, made to grieve the bees it came from.

Jockel started building this in 2017. Back then, US beekeepers were already losing around 40% of their colonies every year. Last year it hit 55.6%, the worst since tracking began in 2010. Commercial operations lost 62%. In raw numbers: 1.6 million colonies gone in twelve months, with damage above $600 million in replacement costs and lost honey production alone.

Bees keep most of your food supply running. About 75% of US crop production depends on them. California’s almond harvest alone needs 1.4 million hives trucked in every spring, roughly 60% of all managed colonies in the country, for a crop worth $6 billion a year. Total annual value to American farming: $34 billion.

She needed 5,000 bees and nine years to build one veil. One in every three bites of food you eat depends on the ones still alive.

[e @maradying]

how "AM" I?
the pack of catheter piercing needles sitting on my kitchen counter:

[e @maradying]

got my diva, miss soymilk, off someone secondhand and her closet's in development as we speak

[e @maradying]

the blind bag thing does nothing for me,
let me get into these labubu outfits though

[e @maradying]

me and serotonin got a date in 16 months

[e @maradying]

WAIT

[Warner Bros. @warnerbros]

The spell is cast. The date is set. Sandra Bullock and Nicole Kidman return. Only In Theaters September 18, 2026.

Rewatch the original #PracticalMagic now streaming on MAX.

[e @maradying]

oh shit on my birthday too wait wait

[e @maradying]

how else am i supposed to feel alive be fr

[e @maradying]

an unnecessary purchase LOVES to see me coming

[Connor Franta @connorfranta]

have fun dissociating today queen

[e @maradying]

i stay mixing these cleaning products a little too haphazardly

[The Setup Wizard 𓏎 🏳️‍🌈 @mostlyr3liable]

i must not kill myself killing myself is the myself killer

[e @maradying]

gonna "damn that's crazy" myself into an early grave (🤞)