turns out, reading voraciously, moving your body, loving people without keeping score, protecting your solitude, chasing nothing but your own growth, and occasionally staying out too late with people who make you laugh until it hurts is not a bad way to build a life.
squidward is an ageing conservative homosexual, probably with a catholic background. you can tell he resents spongebob for being openly femme even though he himself is a bitchy quะตenั gay guy who's too bald and poorly dressed to even be charming with it.
trying to get a gay guy friend group but had almost no gay guy friends until i moved to a big city and kinda feel like one of those safari animals raised in captivity when they're released into the wild and dont know how to fit in with their pack