@sam720396290005@faeriebonesz tbh i dont, but if op's using before/after pics of fat ppl becoming concerningly skinny due to starvation with the sentence "cope all you want" i think theyre the one who thinks it lol
i wish i had stomach cancer or bowel cancer or whatever. but i dont want to suffer with it i want to be one of those cases on which the person only lived for like around a month after finding out. id have my parents annoy me saying all the time "i told you so i told you you would
have stomach cancer" but i wouldnt care bc id die soon. and i wouldnt let them take me to treatment. im already a legal adult so they wouldnt be arrested or whatever for not paying my treatment and letting me die anyway, so its not a problem. the only thing i would be leaving +
this but my realistic options for the future not only wont make me happy theyre genuinely miserable. i wont even get to have a "successful but not enjoyable life" or whatever, all my options in life will end up with me financially unstable and with the most embarrassing past ever
All my suicidal thoughts stem from two points
The first is that I don't see a future for myself
The second is that, whatever the realistic options for the future are, I don't want any of them and I won't be happy with any of them
All my suicidal thoughts stem from two points
The first is that I don't see a future for myself
The second is that, whatever the realistic options for the future are, I don't want any of them and I won't be happy with any of them
i wish i was a being no one knew existed. sometimes i wish i didnt make any friends in college so there wouldnt be ppl around me knowing about my life bc now i cant make any pathetic decision or shit
maybe if i had been more firm in my decisions, who knows what myife would look like today. if i were more firm and they still didnt accept it, at least id *confirm* they were lying when they said i could do whatever major i wanted if i really really wanted it
if i was able to turn back time i would try to do everything different. hell dont even need to transfer me back to my pre teen years just take me back to the start of this year
tbh, i think if only i had more freedom from my parents. there was something really wrong with my upbringing, but i cant tell exactly what it was. ofc its not only my parents fault tho, i was and am a very difficult person. but its not only *my* fault thats for sure
if i was able to turn back time i would try to do everything different. hell dont even need to transfer me back to my pre teen years just take me back to the start of this year
if i was able to turn back time i would try to do everything different. hell dont even need to transfer me back to my pre teen years just take me back to the start of this year