The biggest betrayal about it all? My body still labored, my emotions are crashing, my hormones exploding.. without the presence of a sweet, little newborn..
365 days ago, at around this exact time, I got a phone call from my older brother that completely shattered my soul.
Exactly 3 weeks and 35 minutes later, a little baby boy came into my life that has been helping restore the broken pieces day by day.. ๐ผ๐ผ๐ฉต๐ฆ I miss you selah.
Johnathon and I were both raised by our grandparents. Levi has only met 1 of his grandparents (my dad) and there is a 96% chance thatโs all he will meetโฆ what a crazy thing to think about.
But we have an entire village on both sides of the family, so Iโm not worried ๐ซถ๐ฝ
Everyone posting pictures of their tree they put up yesterday and then thereโs my grandma, getting compliments on her Christmas trees (plural) by the trick or treaters ๐
Told Johnathon I was having a bad day at work came home to almost every single thing Iโve ever gotten from sonic as a โfeel better snackโ ๐๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ