mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg)

17yo
sw: fat
cw: 45kg
gw: 37kg
ugw: 32kg
#edrtwt #anatwt

[mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg) @Mariieatz]

Unpinning at 43kg !! ♡

[miyawaki ☆♪ @miyatsukori]

i fucking hate bulimia i hate it here

[mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg) @Mariieatz]

was sh free for a while and my bf just made me relapse #shedrtwt kill me

[mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg) @Mariieatz]

just took a picture of my thighs and im genuinely gonna throw up. ive never seen anyone with thighs like that wtf😭😭

[Remus Lupin of edtwt @hxvensqnt]

Generational lock in coming tomorrow trust

[Remus Lupin of edtwt @hxvensqnt]

Nothings more humiliating than being the ugliest one in the friend group gulp

[angel_wings🪽 @fawn_doegirl]

i want to omad cheesecake someday

[mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg) @Mariieatz]

hoping to reach bmi 17 til my birthday

[Phoebe🦞 @HESHERLOBSTER96]

You ever get frustrated when it doesn't feel like you are starving, like you aren't eating but you also don't feel hungry? I NEED to feel it, i need to feel the emptiness my stomach turning the slight building pressure in my throat. its the most reaffirming feeling in the world.

[ji @soblamb]

having an ed and also being extremely suicidal is a bad mix. i'm purposely starving myself to both lose the weight AND to lower my life span

[unevenbrows @unevenbrowz]

I always think I look small in mirrors bur whenever someone takes a picture of me reality hits

[ruby 𝜗𝜚 ⌞-16/17kg⌝ @dollipetite]

maybe i’ll be happy when i reach my ugw

[withanyluck // edtwt @withany_luck]

i wanna lose weight healthily but it takes too long. i need results NOW!

[mookie ₍^. .^₎⟆ of edrtwt @monkeynut39]

ive never even thought of smoking until i got an ed

[brielle @dolli1cc]

im so hubgry man fighting theburge to coksume 600 calories worth of cookies 😭😭

[y @chikeenwiener]

I WANNA EAT SO MANY THINGS BUT I CANNOT AFFORD TO LOOK LIKE AN ELEPHANT FOR ANOTHER BIRTHDAYSSYYDDYEYUEUE FUCK MYYYY LIIIIFEFEFEFWFFAFSFEFEFWFE

[mari wants to die (-1,5/14kg) @Mariieatz]

i feel like im not losing any weight even though im in a deficit. how will i ever be skinny again

[av @asviio]

this is not funny i genuinely have two weeks i need to lock tf in