bunny🐰

my negativity poured in here, my bottled emotions, my journal, read at your own risk

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

LEAD ME LORD

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

@Mr_izann no one to hug too

[Izann @Mr_izann]

dear life, please don't be to hard on me. I have no shoulders to cry on

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

my mind is all on this phase, just here sitting and staring outside, contemplating life

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

dli pagyud option ang mahimong housewife kay wla may uyab, hahahahays

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

knsay taga bukid ara kay minyoan nako haha

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

rn i just want to live a quite and peaceful life, ganahn nlng ko moadtog bukid and live a simple life

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

there were 20 cysts present, my symptoms were i had skin problems from acne all over my body id get dark spots from it even if i wont touch it, also i have lots of hair falls and dont have regular cycles. i had been dieting since then and avoiding sweets as much as possible.

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

kalimot kog share ani(purposes that i would read it again in near future). i was diagnosed with pcos last July as i had already expected it for yrs pero wla lng nko gipa check. pag july gi ultrasound ko, i thought twice whether i should proceed bc im not prepared, i didnt know

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

it was my first time to be inserted with something on my butt its not sakit cause they put lubricant but uncomfy bc i had to split my legs very open and i did not shave and i have dark singit🥲 and they had to move that thing from diff directions. after that i feel like farting

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

mahadlok nko makig storya og taw guys charottt, pero btaw og pangutan on kos interview ba wala gyuy musod sakong utok, this is one of the reasons mahadlok sd ko mo apply. nag mongha mn gud ko sa balay pila na ka yrs. socializing, interacting, public speaking mangurog og kalit

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

is it ok to just want to have the job, do the job and get the salary? or is this path not for me? this wont be easy, but i want to prove myself

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

knsay ganahn makigkuyog nakog jogging ara HAHAHA, mahadlok ko mag jogging ako ra isa :(( saon mani uy

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

and as for someone who isnt sure of all my decisions in life, im afraid to fail bc i cant be too sincere in serving solely for the people. i want to ask for those already in the service do they really geniunely care for the people, for the country?

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

i just want to leave this here:

remember always, you are not the only one who's struggling right now. there is always hope as long as you are alive.

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

being unemployed and relying on parents after grad isnt always a good thing, bc u will always hear words from ur siblings even ur own parents of how a burden youve become(not in a direct way but i felt it). pasanginlan paka og naay mawala kwarta haha

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

this little thing would make me look forward for tommorow

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

to no one:
can i message you a good morning and goodnight everyday? its ok if you wont reply... only if its alright with you?

[Ayaanda. @lyndeezure]

If im meant to be alone, take away my desire to be loved.

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

i talk to myself always, or to God if he's listening

[bunny🐰 @mariiiT_T]

i am so emotional these days, is it bc its the time of the month? haha i am not thinking clearly, i feel so sad but it has become a habit to force a smile whenever i cry