mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt

19 . anorexic butterfly . nwjns stan . blk . SANS

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

unpinning when i reach 65kg :33

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

lost a kg & a third in 3 days so i increased my intake 2 1800 as a cheat day but whatevaaaa

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

yea so im gonna fast 4 like 100 yrs if this happened 2 me holy shit 😭
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#edtwt

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

tryna get a full time job so i can starve more

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

@nicoleshedtwt2 @nicoleshedtwt they r gay but yes they have fanfics written abt them lolol

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

THE FUCKIN SHEDTWT REF ON PHAN HARD LAUNCH IS CRAZYYYY LMAOAOAOAOA

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

lowkey realizin that im ugly now & that if i got back 2 the weight i was in early highschool , i might actually look tolerable again

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

told myself my ed was gone after this chubby guy became interested in me

now that i think his interest is leavin

im relapsin lol

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

we called 4 five hrs straight

i wanna perform evil yaoi w/ him still

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

my old friend from elementary school is textin me cuz i saw him 2day at school & i want 2 perform evil yaoi activities w/ him wtf 😡😡😡😡

i had a crush on him like 10 yrs ago

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

goin 2 the mall w/ friends 2morrow & they really want me 2 eat w/ them

i need 2 prepare w/ a bottle of diet soda , a big bottle of water in my thermos , and have a pre planned meal guide 4 what i can eat

im tryna keep my cals under 1000 :P

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

oki so hi guys im actually gettin married in 2028 like confirmed

ermmm 😋

what do i do

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

my old friend from elementary school is textin me cuz i saw him 2day at school & i want 2 perform evil yaoi activities w/ him wtf 😡😡😡😡

i had a crush on him like 10 yrs ago

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

thinkin imma start a liquid fast 2morrow

solids r just 2 much

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

feelin disgustingly fat rn

gonna try 2 get in at least 5k steps & my pilates b4 bed

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

sometimes i hate how pathetically emotional i can b

i just wish i could shut it off

i think i will

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

models puttin #/donteat in their tiktok posts is insane 😭

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

binged 4 the 1st time in a long time 😓

[mari ༉‧₊˚. | the sans of edtwt @mariposakcals]

this is such old news but one of the newest blind items confirms ar!ana has a ed & i feel so bad 😓