people wonder why adults in their 30s suddenly start picking up hobbies like running, hiking, tennis, and golf.
the answer is simple for a lot of people. they weren’t born privileged. their teens and early twenties were spent surviving not exploring. now that there’s a little more time and a little more room, they’re finally getting to become the people they always wanted to be.
Being passively suicidal is such an interesting concept because while I would never plan any action to do anything of that nature, it sounds kinda nice to just drift off into sleep and not wake up.
i dont mean this in the suicidal way but i bet going to sleep and never waking up again would feel so good instead of being alive in constant fear of everyday being your last day on earth